there is a reason i said i’ll be happy alone it wasn’t because i thought i’ll be happy alone it was because i thought if i love someone and if i fell apart i might not make it its easier to be alone because what if you learn that you need love and then you don’t have it what if you like it and lean on it what if you shape your life around it and then.. it falls apart can you even survive that kind of pain? losing love is like organ damage it’s like dying the only difference is death ends this.. can go on forever
It’s the way people try not to change that’s unnatural. The way we cling to what things were, instead of letting them be what they are. The way we cling to old memories instead of forming new ones. The way we insist on believing despite every scientific indication that anything in this lifetime is permanent.
Change is constant. How we experience change, that’s up to us. It can feel like death or it can feel like a second chance at life. If we open our fingers, loosen our grips, go with it, it can feel like pure adrenaline. Like at any moment we can have another chance at life. Like at any moment we can born all over again.
"She moved on. And I feel sorry for you because she thought you were the most amazing boy ever. If she could have had any guy in the world, she still would have picked you. Now, you’re just another part of her past. A memory more faded everyday. And someday, she’ll find the one she deserves and he will make her the happiest girl in the world."
We can take it all back to the register, & start all over from the canister. Let’s break it all down into pieces of bright, moments that pass by like a meteorite. Throw on your favorite reel that’s good to go, on the analog player watch the people glow, sit back to the breeze let the memories flow, comedy tragedy all the highs and lows.
It’s funny how the music put times in perspective, & a soundtrack to your life and perfect it. Whenever you are, feeling blue — keep walking & we can get far, wherever you are.